The omitted module in financial and family planning: Suicide.

14 June 2007



i havent been so free for so long. I just hate it when i am so free, be cos i have no excuse not to reflect on my life, and of cos, there wasnt anything worth my reflecting on it as well. argh... i should go be a nun.

i should go do some volunteering or participate in flag day, join the grassroots community, learn salsa, pick up a new language. oh there are so many things i can do. haiz, i rather be a nun.

i am encountering the mid-month curse again. my branch is EMPTY. i wish i can tape all these for my boss to see. i guess my boss knows. he mentioned to his boss that he pity us. The branches allocated to us are just not fantastic. Guess wat my boss's boss say?

" i pity you too"

WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA......

This only goes to show that, YES, my boss got very pathetic branches indeed. LOL

i keep having this sickening restless feeling. I AM SO BORED! i cant be TOO SOBER. i have been too sober since monday.. no wonder i havent been getting big cases... even boss says i can only close case when i am half drunk or half awake. but kk got wedding dinner tonight. haiz, wat a waste. thursday is a good day to drink. be cos tomorrow is FRIDAY. erm.. i work 6 days.. LOL... friday is just another day..

i cant wait for my sis to turn 18. lol...

i seriously need to do something to my hair. it does not listen to me anymore. i think that trim was too much layering. haiz... why did i go QB. knn... now they look like shit to me...

sibei sian sibei sian... i wonder if i can ratter all the way till 8pm... why they never build a shopping centre like AMK hub in toa payoh..

i find solace in my work. i have no case since yesterday. life is meaningless once again.

Insurance company dun pay if suicide takes place within the first policy year.

ARGH! my customer 80k is not back yet...... damn... i wanna do half a million this month.

i should just go and be a nun.