Show me the light, again
"Caught in the dreams of yesterday, in a world so far away;
show me that love is here to stay
can we find another way?
pls take me far away, to the world of yesterday.
i wait for my dreams to come true, its another part of you
you turn back time and you will find you are always on my mind,
if you be here and i have a feel, the time is right, just show me the light.
maybe i'm too blind to see, there's a chance for you and me
but you're always in my heart and i knew it from the start.
just come back to me and stay,
we will find another way.
you'll show me the light.." ~bibitan~
i am starting my techno frenzy once again. This usually happens when the stress level within me builds up to beyond safety level. This is usually accompanied by chivas. AH... techno and chivas always go well hand in hand....
Anyhow, many things are going to happen in the next 1 day and the next few weeks... I am not too sure if i can handle and i have been doing excessive whinning to my friends, colleagues and to myself. Ya, i was feeling so sorry for myself.
I have decided to PUT A STOP TO THIS.
Life lessons ONCE AGAIN. Rather than talking to the mass audiences, i feel that all my life lessons are for myself to remind myself to get HOLD of my sanity.
Life Lesson : only you, YOURSELF can help you.
Remember ppl, as little citizens/little people, no one in this BLOODY world can help you!! WAKE UP YOUR IDEA and stop whinning. If u have a problem, fiaking move your butt and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
You see, i have been sitting in my little prison cell, waiting for some bloody ppl out there to give me some business. Apparently, i have been waiting for half a year and nothing is happening!! Today, this birdbrain counter staff even slap right INTO MY FACE, her point of view about my roadshow. Tomorrow is my roadshow, yes, my bloody branch is having a BLOODY ROADSHOW again. My big big boss has made it very clear that my branch has to produce at least 60 cases. KNN. u think wat, production factory issit? we are not producing computer chips here le!!
I have never offended that birdbrain, i have no idea why she is so against me. The minute she heard that we are having a roadshow, she went to take the leave application form. When her manager dun allow her to take leave, she say ALOUD
"roadshow ONLY ma, why cannot take leave? so unfair!"
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................... this is the kind of support i get from my own branch...MY OWN BRANCH. clap clap.... initially this morning, i was so angry until i felt a tear coming. Then i remembered what my daddy always tell me, and how he always train his kids.
" if u wan something, go get it yourself "
beautiful. so, the battle starts tomorrow. I am no longer waiting for anyone to give me anything. I will go get it myself. I wan business, i will go get it myself. The counter staff wanna see me die, i will show them who's dying first. Anyway i found out from another colleague that the birdbrain counter staff has always been so hostile towards me be cos, before i came to this branch, she was the prettiest.
................................................................
Get the idea?
*sweats*
so, its a case of jealousy. LOL~ i just wanna add one important note. Even if i drop down dead this moment, she still will not be the prettiest. WHERE GOT CHAR BO TATTOO THE EYEBROWS UNTIL SO UGLY LIKE HER???? its like 2 slabs of black paint on the forehead.
WAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..........
opps, i think i am very mean. but, ITS TRUE MA! WAHAHAAHAHAHAHHHAAH........
anyway, the point i wanna put across today is, dun sit and feel sorry for yourself. Do something. If you really want it so badly, then MOVE IT! dun sit in front of the PC and cry, Stop thinking about the unnecessary stuff that will bring you no where. Dun hurt yourself either be cos, its not gonna help you anyhow!!!! if u wan sympathy or attention, fiaking carry a bowl and stand along orchard road, with a big poster with your SOBS stories. If u ever get one coin from any passer-by, yah, you are pitiful. Otherwise, find a solution man!
I gonna go prepare for my battle tomorrow le.
I will emerge the winner.
PS* i usually get wat i wan, badly.
show me that love is here to stay
can we find another way?
pls take me far away, to the world of yesterday.
i wait for my dreams to come true, its another part of you
you turn back time and you will find you are always on my mind,
if you be here and i have a feel, the time is right, just show me the light.
maybe i'm too blind to see, there's a chance for you and me
but you're always in my heart and i knew it from the start.
just come back to me and stay,
we will find another way.
you'll show me the light.." ~bibitan~
i am starting my techno frenzy once again. This usually happens when the stress level within me builds up to beyond safety level. This is usually accompanied by chivas. AH... techno and chivas always go well hand in hand....
Anyhow, many things are going to happen in the next 1 day and the next few weeks... I am not too sure if i can handle and i have been doing excessive whinning to my friends, colleagues and to myself. Ya, i was feeling so sorry for myself.
I have decided to PUT A STOP TO THIS.
Life lessons ONCE AGAIN. Rather than talking to the mass audiences, i feel that all my life lessons are for myself to remind myself to get HOLD of my sanity.
Life Lesson : only you, YOURSELF can help you.
Remember ppl, as little citizens/little people, no one in this BLOODY world can help you!! WAKE UP YOUR IDEA and stop whinning. If u have a problem, fiaking move your butt and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
You see, i have been sitting in my little prison cell, waiting for some bloody ppl out there to give me some business. Apparently, i have been waiting for half a year and nothing is happening!! Today, this birdbrain counter staff even slap right INTO MY FACE, her point of view about my roadshow. Tomorrow is my roadshow, yes, my bloody branch is having a BLOODY ROADSHOW again. My big big boss has made it very clear that my branch has to produce at least 60 cases. KNN. u think wat, production factory issit? we are not producing computer chips here le!!
I have never offended that birdbrain, i have no idea why she is so against me. The minute she heard that we are having a roadshow, she went to take the leave application form. When her manager dun allow her to take leave, she say ALOUD
"roadshow ONLY ma, why cannot take leave? so unfair!"
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................... this is the kind of support i get from my own branch...MY OWN BRANCH. clap clap.... initially this morning, i was so angry until i felt a tear coming. Then i remembered what my daddy always tell me, and how he always train his kids.
" if u wan something, go get it yourself "
beautiful. so, the battle starts tomorrow. I am no longer waiting for anyone to give me anything. I will go get it myself. I wan business, i will go get it myself. The counter staff wanna see me die, i will show them who's dying first. Anyway i found out from another colleague that the birdbrain counter staff has always been so hostile towards me be cos, before i came to this branch, she was the prettiest.
................................................................
Get the idea?
*sweats*
so, its a case of jealousy. LOL~ i just wanna add one important note. Even if i drop down dead this moment, she still will not be the prettiest. WHERE GOT CHAR BO TATTOO THE EYEBROWS UNTIL SO UGLY LIKE HER???? its like 2 slabs of black paint on the forehead.
WAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..........
opps, i think i am very mean. but, ITS TRUE MA! WAHAHAAHAHAHAHHHAAH........
anyway, the point i wanna put across today is, dun sit and feel sorry for yourself. Do something. If you really want it so badly, then MOVE IT! dun sit in front of the PC and cry, Stop thinking about the unnecessary stuff that will bring you no where. Dun hurt yourself either be cos, its not gonna help you anyhow!!!! if u wan sympathy or attention, fiaking carry a bowl and stand along orchard road, with a big poster with your SOBS stories. If u ever get one coin from any passer-by, yah, you are pitiful. Otherwise, find a solution man!
I gonna go prepare for my battle tomorrow le.
I will emerge the winner.
PS* i usually get wat i wan, badly.
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