Spoil~~~~~

The only reason why i am typing this today is be cos i am bored once again. Sian, half of my original colleagues are gone. To serve the nation, to give birth or to greener pastures. I looked at my pathetic msn list, hardly anyone left to tok to me. So i guess, its time to start talking to myself again.

Good.. Now that things has evolved to such a manner, i will do wat i do best. Self entertainment. I can easily entertain myself for hours, sitting down doing NOTHING. I am really good at this. Thus i seriously dun mind waiting for people/ be early for movies/ queue up for food or watsoever reasons. Miss Teo says i am patient. I think so too. I can patiently wait for things to happen, people to turn up, my turn to come. oh suddenly i recall the lyrics of a techno song:

"i wait for my dreams to come true"

Yes, i often do that too. WAHAHAHAAHAAH.... no wonder none of them ever come true. spoil~

Anyhow, i do have my proactive sides. If i ever wanted something, i will make sure i get it. Since i am not a very aggressive person by nature, i usually take a longer time than normal people. LOL~ Still, its hard for me to want anything. Be cos most of the time, i wait for things to happen. WAHAHAHAAHHAHA.... shit, the more i type, the more i think i am wasting resources on earth.

Oh, did i mention that i got a corn on my foot. KNN, its DAMN FXXXING painful lor. I used to laugh at my ex bf who has many corn on his feet. Many years later, today, i got one myself. Oh, i did not know its so painful, If i had known then, i will never laff at him lor. Anyway heard that he is very into malaysian gals now. WAHAHAAHAHAHAH.... i think the main reason is be cos he stays in woodlands and its very near the causeway? hmm... eh, i think i last heard that he wanna get married? dunno la, he is very into marriage. I wonder wats so great about signing a life-long bond, which takes another 3 years of your life to null the bond?

hmm... corn - ex bf - marriage. Oh, i am not very focus today.

eh, anyway back to my corn, or maybe as jessica has suspected, it could be a wart. GRRRRR.... damn pissed. Heard that the doctor will need to use nitrogen to Freeze it before it dropped off. It will take quite a few treatments before it heals. Spoil~~ how to walk to and fro to the clinic when its so painful! Can anyone tell me why does it hurt so much? i got this bloody corn in my right foot and an in-growing toe nail on my left foot. Every step i took its like walking on needles. Knn. Fxxx. Pardon me for my langauge but i am very disgusted with the condition of my feet now. I seriously think i have been neglecting my feet for too long. Buying all the cheapo shoes that causes so much discomfort and such. No wonder people says shoes are important! In the past i can never relate when people told me that their shoes cost more than $100. In fact all my shoes dun cost over $50, i even welcome shoes that my frenz dun wan. As long as it more or less fit my legs, i am fine with it.

eh... after typing all the things above, I am beginning to feel so unjustified!! I have been ill treating myself or rather my feet for SO LONG! argh... ok, i know the doctor can help. I have been postponing the trip to the doctor for quite long, be cos i was lazy. The doctor is so far away, walking there hurt.. its painful... i dun know to put pressure on my left or right leg...
(Yes, i am whining here. Let me whine can? Painful lor!)

Oh, let me post the picture of the corn or wart?













u think i really will post meh!??! Siao........ so unglam... LOL~

okies, i have successfully entertained myself for an hour. Mission accomplished. Time to go home or er... see doctor...