7 years and 50 days

“7 years and 50 days, the time has passed us by. Nothing in the world could be as nice as u and i. And how could we break up like this and how could we be wrong, so many years so many days and I still sing my song.

Now I run to you like I always do, when I close my eyes, I think of u. Such a lonely girl, such a lonely world, when I close my eyes I dream..” ~


U got any idea how is it like to be at a dead end? You are facing 3 walls and you only got one way back. That is to go back to the route you just came from. The route that you have threaded long and hard, and you got to turn back. Turn back to where? To where u started from? A dreaded journey now starting from the other way round. This is what they call a dead end. Its not even good enough to say that there is no way out. To put it more crudely, u wan to die but cannot die.

A very pretty colleague of mine, had a wonderful dream this afternoon. She dreamt of a tall, dark, handsome man who falls in love with her and she rejected him. Sometimes its just so easy to make a woman happy. No matter how tough or strong a woman looks, her needs are essentially simple.

Do you know its raining very heavily outside? And inside.

Someone keep bugging me, I cant blog. I continue this tomorrow morning. i hope i feel better then.

I just wanna be alone tonight. I even bought myself a bottle of Tiger and a big pack of ciggy. Due to some very unforseen circumstances, i cannot drink it tonight.

its suffocating.

its like a dead end.