Thursday, November 17, 2005

"when nothing matters anymore, living becomes more bearable" ~bibitan~

today has been very eventful. i was on my way to bedok when my shoe strap snapped. i got to turn back home and changed another pair of shoes. the roadshow was supposed to start at 8.30am but i got there at 9am.. heng, my boss is later than me, if not i sure kanna one.. Anyhow, during the 50mins mrt ride, i was thinking, this time die le.. shoe snapped = bad omen. i thought i can forget about my bottles and my canon.

the branch at bedok is supposed to be a very "WANG" place. but today like ghost town in the morning. like that how to do business.. no people, no business, no bottles..

just as i was feeling dejected and defeated, my fellow colleague told me something. there was this lady officer in the branch say i am a "chio bu". *speechless* *stunned* *blushed* *giggles* *MOTIVATED* wohohohohohoho...

IMMEDIATELY, i found the reason to live, to strive, to fight to endure, to succeed... no matter wat, i am very thankful to her. fake or real, compliments never fail to perk bibi tan up. hee hee.. heard that she is a cheongster too. to get this kind of compliment from a cheongster, is something really worth to be hao lian about. just imagine all the chio bu and pretty mei mei in the discos and pubs.. oh.. i am soooo *touched*

i got 6 deals today. small small deals. can only open 2 bottles of chevas after deducting CPF. damn it.. like that how to survive.. tomorrow i going to thomson branch. i hope the motivation stays on. so i must constantly remind myself, someone say u chio, someone say u chio, someone say u chio.... then i can close many many cases again.

thomson.. many rich people.. i dun like.. some of them can be very stuck up.. last time when i was still working in a bank answering calls, everyday i kanna scolded left, right, centre, front by customers, especially the "not so rich but wanna act rich" that kind. i kanna scolded until i cry everyday, cry on my way to work, cry on my way home. went to take MC so many times, so that i dun have to go work. the most ultimate one is, the last time i took MC before i resigned, the doctor asked me wats wrong with me, before i said anything, i burst out in tears... The doctor also taken aback, he asked me wats wrong. I started howling about my job, the calls i get, the people i meet. He give me 2 days MC and asked me to go home and think about wat i want in life. shortly after, I QUIT.

i never look back.





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