A space to call my own

i work 8 hours a day, of which, i spend 6 hours on msn and a 2 hours lunch
i am definitely not an IT person, asking me to create a blog is like killing me.. The fact that i am doing this is because i am really TOO BORED. bored to tears, to the extend of wanting to jump.. i have tok to all the people i can tok to, i dun know who else to call except miss teo, but i cant keep calling miss teo be cos she needs to work too.. and so here i am.. i created my first blog. instead of talking to myself for the past few hours, now i can exercise my fingers a bit bit, see my fingers can become thinner or not... ~~LOL~~
dun ask me wat i am working as, in case u are interested to know. Of course, 6 hours msn, 2 hours lunch sounds really attractive. My compensation package is quite satisfactory too. i got a perfectly decent job but i am just not very proud of it. why? hmm... this question.. for me is the company's name, if u know, u will run. WAHAHAAHAHAAH.... then again, when i scroll down my fellow colleagues' msn messages, they are either foul words, desperation, disappointment or anger etc etc. I honestly think there is a problem somewhere but at this moment of time i am too hungry to evaluate.
Today is my third day of fasting. its not the first time. when i first did it, i was 17yrs old. i went on 4 days without food. By the second day, you will become numb and expressionless. 3rd day, u will become a walking zombie and u will get headaches from the hungar pangs. 4th day, u can walk past your friends without hearing them call out your name.
SOMETHING JUST HAPPENED AT MY WORKPLACE!! this woman, she started scolding my customer service officers (CSO)
"why u so lazy! u got no hand issit! why u cannot help me tear!"
i immediately pop my head out of the cubicle and see, suddenly i not hungry liao.. i am someone who get very disturbed when there is a quarrel or fight, i get scared very easily.. This woman is abit too much, she keep scolding, i dun quite get the story, until this old man behind her in the queue shouted back at her.
"Why cant u tear it yourself?! why must u bully ppl? tear it yourself and throw it in the dustbin LA!!"
oh, the woman wanted my CSO to throw something for her but my CSO did not tear it. like that also need to scream and shout.. sighz.. *shake head* Maybe she also fasting like me.. then again, when u never eat, where got energy to scream at ppl. she must be eating too much. LOL..
the old man is really my hero.. how come everytime i kanna bullied also nobody come and help me.. then i always gong gong kanna bullied. lucky most of the time, got miss teo with me. miss teo will help me settle most of the things, to decrease the chances of me being scolded by hostile and mean ppl.
ya.. why huh.. i dun understand le, i can walk into a bank and get sacastic remarks from the officers there. lynn say i gong, my manager say i stupid.. sometimes i also dunno if the problem lies with me or them. i am really very chin cai, u scream at me i also will not do anything. i will still gong gong stand there and let u scold. ~LOL~
BUT of course, there is always an exception in everything. Since young, there is one particular word that i LOATHE. u can never say that to me!!! ok i stop here. alot of many unhappy memories start to fill my brain le. ok STOP.
oh, tomorrow i am going to bedok to work. so damn far from my house.. great. sighz, this month, money hasnt been the best motivation so i simply heck my sales. This month, the only motivation i get is to go out on saturday with miss teo to drink and listen to techno.
oh, i meeting miss teo later, so happi. dun worry, we 2 are not lesbians, we are just 2 pretty yet lonely women with nothing better to do in this world. WOHOHOHOHOHOHO... i think we gg orchard. i hope i dun faint there... so many ppl, later very throw face.
oh.. is this blog too long? paiseh, i really dun have experience with blogs.. think i should end here.. i managed to kill 1 hour of my working hour by blogging. no wonder so many ppl wanna blog. Can kill time, can become a star, can go on TV, can become famous. GOOD. Blogging is good.