The most sober state of mind

" to let go, is not to give up, rather it is the embracement of reality and truth" ~bibitan~

tomorrow i am going to raffles place. wan dan le.. the people there are so educated and well read. i think i am going there to bang wall tomorrow. that is one of my most dreaded place in singapore. although i also have the same stoooopid toilet roll paper like all the graduates there, i just feel out of proportion, out of place, out of purpose.

in life hor, one of the most important thing is confidence. IT IS SOMETHING VERY POWERFUL! u can achieve alot of things with it. u will look prettier and perform better when u have confidence.

as usual i know how to say alot of rubbish but dunno how to do. WaAHAAHAHAHAha...

i was telling miss teo about my cannon plan for my birthday. then she said i very stoopid, why open cannon for other ppl, open bottles can le. i think think le, also correct. Cannon is very expensive.. i can go buy my first branded good. Anyway i also dun have much friends to invite, if i open cannon, i can drink it for 1 year with miss teo. WAahahaAHaHAha... sighz, miss teo and i are toking about cannon for many years liao. but always cannot make it. Never mind, hopefully next next year i can fulfil my cannon dream. its like others girls' wanting to be cabin crew, i wanna open a cannon. Opps, this is very unbecoming of me. BUT i cant help it. hee hee...

actually my birthday is still very very long time away.. wahahahaha.. but i already start thinking le. sekali, my favourite disco closed down next year, then i really wanna cry. kekekeke... wun la, i will pray very hard that the place remains open till my birthday is over. whatever happens after febuary, not my business le. muahahahaha...

i am falling asleep in my little prison cell again.. *ooOoo*