monday all over again..

"the world is round, you will never fall off" ~bibitan~


i believe in cycles, things goes round in circles. if u are mean to someone, u sure will kanna one day. thus i used to have this very good friend back in my JC, she told me that if someone is mean to u, be mean to another person. Things will move in such a way that it will go back to the very first person.

i always remember this, so i am nice to everyone.

anyway its monday again. its only 1pm, i have no idea how to spend the rest of the hours before i leave for my meetings. I LOVE MEETINGS. its a wonderful way to catch up with your fellow colleagues, sit around waste time, talk about "serious" issues and act really professional. my previous job has no meeting. So i dun feel important, i dun feel valued. I used to get monday blues in the past, now i dun. be cos every Monday evening i got meetings. i can feel important today.

this morning, i went to give a talk to about 60 people. oh, its was quite fun. sometimes i like to be among human beings, it makes me feel less alien. I cant really recall wat exactly happened be cos i wasnt very focussed this morning. my mind is drifting off once again..

i need some motivation in life. i cant drift along everyday. it makes me old.

MONEY? nope. i am not interested in that this month.

CAREER? how to when i am not even proud of my job...

MEN? hmm...

die le, i cant think properly today. i think i go ask my dad for some life directions. hopefully tomorrow i can find some motivation and live my life more meaningfully. i cant be typing rubbish everyday. i cant be so DETACHED from the whole world everyday..